Another day another disapointment

Today I told my husband I was going to leave him if he did not take care of one bill. Something was shut off. I had a fit about it. I can only do so much. He refuses to work. He said he will not pay for anyone else’s bills. So I told him pay some of the bills that would not change weather or not there were anyone else living with us. He refused. Yet he can help make the bills. Well something was shut off and I told him if he did not get it on before I come home that I was packing mine and my daughters and granddaughters clothing and leaving him. He lucked out and the problem was with the entire street. But I still know they are about to shut me off and he will not help. I am so tired of working 4 jobs. Now I have tingling in my tongue this can be either a mild as I need more B12 that the shot has run out, or it can be a sign of MS. My life sucks. I really want to just run away. I have hold out for 2 more years I have to get my daughter through high school. II have to get her through the school activities she wants. No one ever did it for me. I want her to be able to say she has memories from high school. I never graduated from a high school I left one and went to another no memories. It is very said. especially when you hear others talk about their memories and you have none to share.

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