Some one stop the world I really want to get off….

Not a good day today. I want to cry. Went to work sick my crown fell out in my mouth while I was eating and I swallowed it. Got to work the elevators are not working I cannot walk up stairs. Get through to the dentist he will see me in the afternoon. I have to call out of work on my second job. End up teaching my class but not having office hours. Went to the dentist he dis all sorts of wonderful things to my mouth. Come home and pass out from being sick and pain mends. I wake p at 7 pm and find I have no gas. They shut it off.My doctor did not fill out my papers to protect me from having it shut off. SO I will be cold and hungry tonight.My husband refuses to work and contribute to paying the bills because I have my brother (who has no income and has been trying for 2 years to get SS because no one will hire him with his medical problems) living with me. I have my son who is 31 (who pays to my electric and granddaughters school for a total of 625 dollars a month), and my 11 year old granddaughter lives with us. Her mother pays nothing to help support her. I send her to a Catholic school so she can catch up with her religion classes her mother never even had her baptized because she didn’t get around to it. The school is 4 thousand dollars plus a year. The plus is what they didn’t tell me upfront but am finding out each day. I pay fro my daughter to go to a catholic high school 8 thousand dollars a year because the town ruined my son and the lawyer said that they would take things out on my daughter. My 18 year old goes to college I paid for that and he got some money form financial aid that I mistakenly thought he would give to me to pay me back so I could pay on the bills. My electric is at least 300 a month because my husband stays up all night goes to bed when I get up and no one in this house believes in turning off lights. The food bill has tripled. I am behind on the mortgage and cannot catch up they want me to fill out papers but I don’t have time to fill them out. I have to pay for extra help with my dissertation this last paper was 900 dollars. I work 4 jobs I am tired and to sick to do this any more…so I think I will pick up my jacks and go home. (I wish I could but there is only me to pay the bills the husband refuses and then bitches when he has to do the running of the children) When will there be some help for me? when will someone be there to take care of me?

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